Friday, August 15, 2008

I hate everyone! I hate myself!?

I hate the way I look. I feel so fat and ugly all the time. I have low self-esteem. I feel useless, stupid, worthless, depress and suicidal all the time because of this. I hate my parents for not having any clue that feel this way. I had anorexia and they didn't even know it! And know I want ana back. I want her back because when I had her they paid attention to me but now that I'm fat they treat me like I'm nothing. I hate my mom especially because she cheated on my dad and my dad still doesn't know anything. And I just found out that she stole some of my diet pills! She's also a verbal abuser. I hate my dad for physically abusing me when I was younger and for making me feel stupid, naive, gullible and hypocrite for attending church all the time. I think my parents abusive attitude made a big impact now that I'm 18. I hate my siblings because all they care about are themselves. I hate my high school friends because they're all shallow. I hate my friends in church because I know sooner or later they'll hate me also for not being who they thought I am.

I want to change. I'm tired of feeling horrible and empty all the time. I'm tired of getting hurt. I need help. I want to see a psychiatrist but I don't how or for what. I think I have mental disorder beside anorexia but I'm not sure what. I guess my question is does anyone of you have any idea what problem I'm dealing with?

Answer on I hate everyone! I hate myself!?

first I would say forget the word hate, and then of course erase it from your feelings. being focused on a negative takes your eyes,mind, and heart away from the areas you can make positive changes. when one has encountered as many challenges as you have, it is important to tackle the problems individually not look at all of it. it is too overwhelming, making it easier to just give up.

In 1872 which of these nations where not existing as a independet country.. Germany, Italy or france?

Answer on In 1872 which of these nations where not existing as a independet country.. Germany, Italy or france?

Trick question, they all did, France is old, the Italian states unified around 1860, and Prussia took over the other German states to create the German empire after it's victory in the Franco-Prussian war in 1871, so in 1872 all 3 countries did in fact exist.

How to get Justin Bieber to follow you on Twitter?

k, so it would be really ill if he did how?
does he follow you? howd u do it? (:

haha thnx guys!

AND PLZ NO BIEBER JOKES, OR ELSE ILL VOTE YOU DOWN!!! :p kkkk i know i sound like a defensive fan BAHAHAHAHAohokthen

Answer on How to get Justin Bieber to follow you on Twitter?

If there were a way to get JB to follow someone on Twitter it would be worth millions upon millions of dollars! Can you imagine?

I'm sure Justin reads some of and writes most of his tweets, but you have to understand (if we can) how busy this guy is and how little time he has to himself. Even while traveling he's involved in his work up to a point and (I'm sure) getting some rest.

My point is that Justin's "handlers" do most of that sort of thing for him, he may even have one person doing nothing BUT tweets. I don't think there's much of a chance for anyone who's not a celebrity themselves to get followed by JB and on the rare chance that it does happen, it's probably a stroke of luck.

Like hitting the lottery or finding a million dollars. Sure, it's possible, but.............................